It IS a big deal
Tuesday, Sep 27, 2005
It is more often than not that whenever I mention company’s-a-comin’, my children will beg to wait in the road for their arrival. It doesn’t matter that our guests won’t be here for another hour; it doesn’t matter if they know who’s coming or not; it doesn’t matter if they are only coming by to drop something off. They just love it when people come over. So, the older three children will sit on the front porch rockers, play in yard, and stand at the end of our long street during the long wait for our company. Oh, and they will poke their heads in the door every ten minutes and ask why it’s taking so long.
From our driveway, the kids can see the end of the road, and so they know when a car is approaching while it is still about 30-45 seconds away. So before they can be seen by company, the kids will run inside the house, yelling, “They’re here! They’re here!” However, here’s the best part. When we go out to greet our company, they act like this is all no big deal. They’d be mortified if I ever explained aloud that they waited an hour outside. So I won’t mention it.
Upon some reflecting on my current steps heavenward, I was concluding—prematurely—that my lack of zeal was just like my children’s nonchalant mannerisms: I was not lacking zeal, just lacking in showing my zeal. But I was wrong. Explaining away a dry heart will not cure the problem. It is not that I don’t show my love for Christ, but rather, that I don’t love him enough. And so, I pray with the hymn writer:
Hear Thou the prayer I make on bended knee.
This is my earnest plea: More love, O Christ, to Thee;
More love to Thee, more love to Thee!
And oh, next time you’re over, you might ask the children why it looks as if they’ve been playing outside all day…
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Comment by Mark (September 27, 2005 @ 7:06 pm )
AMEN!!!!
Comment by Kristen (September 28, 2005 @ 9:21 am )
Thank you!
Comment by Kris (September 28, 2005 @ 1:13 pm )
Last year my children and I were on a six hour drive to visit friends when we became stuck in a traffic jam and ended up being hours late. I called my friend from the road to announce our tardiness and she said, “Ok, we’ll all back away from the door now.” LOL.
Comment by polly (September 28, 2005 @ 1:44 pm )
“To love Christ more-this is the deepest need, the constant cry of my soul. Down in the bowling-ally, and out in the woods, and on my bed, and out driving, when I am happy and busy, and when I am sad and idle, the whisper keeps going up for more love, more love, more love!” Elizabeth Prentiss
Thank you, Amy
Comment by Janet (September 28, 2005 @ 2:59 pm )
This is why I love you so, Amy.
You speak to my heart, and the sin which it still contains, mainly because you are so honest with yourself about your own. But mostly because you know from whence true hope comes, and you consciously and openly seek to place your confidence where you ought. You know that there really IS hope, not because of you, but because of Christ Who is working in you and in the whole of creation.
God bless you, my friend. I do hope you are feeling well these days.
Comment by Valerie BBG (September 28, 2005 @ 4:14 pm )
At my house, I’m the one out on the porch.
Delightful, Amy!
Comment by Carol (September 28, 2005 @ 10:31 pm )
My kids do the exact same thing. Peter puts a chair in the drive and has been known to actually sit in that chair for over an hour waiting!
I know what you mean about the dry seasons. I’ve been pulling out of one msyelf lately. But just remember it’s in the dry desert that God has promised a fountain will spring up and that there a rose will bloom! Blessings Amy
Comment by Mrs Darling (September 29, 2005 @ 11:46 am )
I don’t know if you all know each other or not(possible embarrassment)but I want to say I agree-if I loved Christ more-as He deserves for the incredible things He has done-I would not let propriety before others stop my expression of that love. Besides we all need to see the expression of love for Christ -desperately, behind our smiing faces we are yearning for it.Whenever someone does it frees up so many others to do the same.
Comment by Toni (September 30, 2005 @ 11:10 pm )